Ok ok ok!!!!

Alright already. I'll write, I'll write! Ok so here I go.

It really has been too long scence I have written on this thing. But now I have to brush up on my Skilllllz! Which are horrible btw. So sorry to you. Well.  So this video is awesome FYI.




Now that you seen that...

heres this. ( i have a new obsession with cats b/c i want one so badly)






your welcome.
:)

Lazy Days have gone away.....

OK so lots happened in the past two weeks. Shawn and I got an apartment in Daphne, like right next to his best friend Josh. Which is cool because he and his girlfriend Megan are really cool and very funny. Then I got a Job at Bimini Bobs, I start training on Monday. My last day at Flippers is tomorrow. And for the past week i have so fucking busy. I was getting up at like 7:30 am to drive to Orange Beach from Daphne every morning and then either working until 4 or till 9/10... then getting off and driving back to Daphne. I am so glad that shit almost over.
Also, on Tuesday Shawn left to go to Canada. He's gone for two weeks. His Grandfather has lung cancer. So he went up there pretty much to say goodbye. I feel so sorry for Shawn. It make me almost cry every time i think about it. But Shawn is so strong and holds stress extremely well. but I'm sure it still hurts just as much. I wish i could have went with him so I could be there for emotional support. But tickets were not cheap and plus it takes weeks to get a passport.
I miss him so much. I feel so lonely. I cant help thinking of stuff I know I shouldn't think about, that's why I hate being alone.But then I just try to think about Shawn and how he Is so amazing, and has made me so much stronger and proud of my self and how he always has believed in me even when i didn't believe in myself, and i want to better myself for not only him but me too. I have been looking forward today all day, into what i hope we become. I believe we can do anything. We are young, smart , and in love... the possibilities are endless.

Yo!

Man, For some reason I always forget about this thing. I have been so busy I haven't even had the chance to get on here.

Updates(like anyone even cares)
Still Working at Flippers, Beginning to hate it...They are so unorganized it's always so crazy and chaotic. But that's OK because I'm putting my two weeks in Thursday...because I'm MOVING!!! :) To Daphne, With Shawn! I'm so damn excited. I can't wait. It's gonna be so awesome to not have to miss him like every second of ever day now! because we will be together! I cant wait to wake up everyday to his sweet smile. The life we are building is so amazing.
God, I so damn happy.
Now all I need is that new job. I applied at this restaurant call Bimini Bobs. I really hope I get that. I kinda think i will. Shawn is also job hunting. and everything for all our new job possiblites is kinda like in limbo you could say. lol. Its actually rather annoying.
Well I have to go to work at Flippers. Blah.
I'll try to remember to blog more.

Update.

Wow. Its been Like a month since Ive blogged.
Well everything is going pretty well. I finally got a job, as a sever at a restaurant right in my neighborhood called Flippers. I really like it. It really fun actually. I love mostly all the people i work with and The restaurant has a really cool laid back feel. The Chef is really good and all his food is amazing. I'm making pretty good money. But Its a little stressful beacuse I just am not used to having so much on my plate at one time, I have college, work, shawn, Mimi and my family, and my mom and dad are both in not so great heatlh. Mimi is having her Gall-Blatter removed tomorrow and they have to put her to sleep and Im really scared she wont make it. I really dont know what I would do with out her, she means so much to me.... and we have gotten so close in the past few months. Im tring not to think about it but she keeps bringing up "if i die"... She says she would be Ok. and that "God" has a plan for her and that if its her time its her time. Uh It so annoying, I wish she wouldnt talk like that. I freaks me out so much. I guess all I can do tomorrow is hope and wait.
Well what else... I'm making good grade thanks to my many helpers. (thanks guys) : )
Well that all i can think of at the moment.
So yeah.
Peace.
:)

Fennec Fox

Im gonna get one, one day. They are my favorite animals.

Fun

Wow what a great weekend! I so much fun all weekend. Friday night I went to Daphne to see Shawn and that was awesome, we always have fun. We had an ice cube fight(which he won) that was very fun, and cold. lol. I just love spending time with him, no matter what we do. I really love him. Every little thing about him is marvelous.

Then last night...So crazy. I went to eat Mexican food with the family and some friends. Then I came home and went and met up with Caitlin and and a bunch of people and we went to a party down Fort Morgan. We were there like 20 minutes and the cops came and we all ran. It was so not cool, i was so damn scared. The whole party ran down the beach to Wes' house and we waited there for a while. And Mat came and picked Me, Caitlin, Cameron, Katie & Robby. And then Cameron let us all come over to his house and drink and chill. I didn't really feel like drinking so i just watched and took pictures. Then we went to Dustin's house and i passed out.

Today I came home and Layed out in the sun, it was such a beautiful day...

:)

I love my life and all the people in it.

My favorite love songs.

I wanted a list of all my favorite love songs... here it is.


Something- Jim Sturgess
Hold You in My Arms-Ray Lamontagne
Sampson- Regina Specktor
No one's gonna love you(like I do)- Band of Horses
Breathe In- Frou Frou
I will follow you into the dark- Death Cab For Cutie
The Scientist- Coldplay
Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol
First day of my Life- Bright Eyes
Boats and Bird- Gregory and The Hawk
Better Together- Jack Johnson
Crash Into Me- Dave Matthews Band
I Know I Know I Know- Tegan and Sarah
Somewhere Only We Know- Keane
Against All Odds- The Postal Service
Maps- Yeah Yeah Yeah's
Ride- Cary Brothers
Green Eyes- Coldplay
Hands Down- Dashboard Confessional
The Nicest Thing- Kate Nash
Do You Realize- The Flaming Lips
Your Love Means Everything- Coldplay
I Miss you- Blink 182
I'll Be- Edwin McCain
A Thousand Miles- Vanessa Carlton
Lions Mane- Iron & Wine
1234- Fiest
Let Go- Frou Frou
Awake- Secondhand Serenade
Such Great Heights- The Postal Service
Say Yes- Elliot Smith
I Summon You - Spoon
Sleepwalking- Modest Mouse



Love songs are the best.
:)