Lazy Days have gone away.....

OK so lots happened in the past two weeks. Shawn and I got an apartment in Daphne, like right next to his best friend Josh. Which is cool because he and his girlfriend Megan are really cool and very funny. Then I got a Job at Bimini Bobs, I start training on Monday. My last day at Flippers is tomorrow. And for the past week i have so fucking busy. I was getting up at like 7:30 am to drive to Orange Beach from Daphne every morning and then either working until 4 or till 9/10... then getting off and driving back to Daphne. I am so glad that shit almost over.
Also, on Tuesday Shawn left to go to Canada. He's gone for two weeks. His Grandfather has lung cancer. So he went up there pretty much to say goodbye. I feel so sorry for Shawn. It make me almost cry every time i think about it. But Shawn is so strong and holds stress extremely well. but I'm sure it still hurts just as much. I wish i could have went with him so I could be there for emotional support. But tickets were not cheap and plus it takes weeks to get a passport.
I miss him so much. I feel so lonely. I cant help thinking of stuff I know I shouldn't think about, that's why I hate being alone.But then I just try to think about Shawn and how he Is so amazing, and has made me so much stronger and proud of my self and how he always has believed in me even when i didn't believe in myself, and i want to better myself for not only him but me too. I have been looking forward today all day, into what i hope we become. I believe we can do anything. We are young, smart , and in love... the possibilities are endless.