Hmm...

Ive been thinking...what am i doing. nothing. ever. Im bored with my life. every aspect of it is boring. no schools want me. no jobs want me. and to top it all off, i think constantly about someone that im pretty sure hates me. but he never leaves my mind. i miss having fun. he was so much fun. but im don't think he will forgive me. ever.
i lose everything i love, and its always my falt.

The winds of change are acomin'.

I need change...
and I hope its coming. I'm so excited but terrified at the same time.
I'm so scared everything will fall through.

New To Me.

Well i really dont have much to say, but i made this thing so i have to post some thing....